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in the moment...

live in today, for all of the yesterdays and all of the tomorrow’s will come soon enough...

no better no worse...

...we must let go of the need to be superior. All of us are equal in the eyes of God. Each and every one of us is a manifestation of divinity. We all have a purpose unique and of our own. No one is inferior or superior. However, it is natural for the ego to identify others on the basis of their appearance, achievements, intelligence and possessions, and desire to judge itself as superior in some way. To feel superior is a form of hostility, and attracts back only hostile actions and hostile feelings and keeps us disconnected from our source...

let go...

let go of your reputation, for it lives only in the minds of others and you have no control over their thoughts. When we are overly concerned about what others think of us, we are disconnected from our nature and we become a slave to other’s opinions. Our real truth is to listen to the voice of the heart – in doing so one is truly connected to his purpose and fully connected to the source. Your reputation has nothing to do with you – so let others debate over it...

who am I...

as I sat next to a man on a plane, the first meaningful interaction in my direction was, "so what do you do". This suggests to me that what I do is who I am. I immediately turn the conversation in a different direction because I do not yet know enough about him to answer. I begin my inquisition as I prepare my identity. It became very important in life that I control what you were to think of me. For me, it had always been that what you do is the key to who I am. I must become greater, for I am not good enough as I am. My cognitive awareness of this did not openly appear for some time in sobriety. I would learn that the burden of carrying around these masks and constantly changing them would become overwhelming and would eventually crush me. To this tact, I never knew who I truly was as a person much less as a spirit. In the end, from this root of pretending, I became broken and defeated. I was left with but one choice. I had to surrender or die...

be...

once I learned to stop defining myself based on who you were, life became easy and I became me...

and you...

still today there is much about me that hides from the world. Within me, lives measures of what the world calls good and bad. Elements that might both warm ones heart and shatter ones bones. Paired by all, I seek only to live just one day without regret before I pass...

love...

to be a part of ones heart is a gift that is beyond priceless. To love without demand is a trait without comparison. There is no greater emotion to feed the spirit than love. Stage your being to give it and it will return many fold...